回忆是木纹化不开冲不散

再多的等待也是空白

再多的空白也无法将你掩埋

失去了你 美丽只是面具

失去了你 善变只是游戏

失去你 流浪只是逃避

失去你 爱情只是抄袭

─《灵感》 陈绮贞

天气很晴 你是一行蔚蓝色的诗句

湖泊很静 而我学着

朗读无处不在的爱情

比利时的黑巧克力 余韵不如你

葡萄庄园里的香槟 清澈不及你

古典钢琴弹不出 你微笑时的声音

山腰蜿蜒的小径 余韵不如你

琉璃瓦上的雨滴 清澈不及你

…

─《很旅行的爱情》袁咏琳

Trying Hard but not hard enough

All I want is to be healthy, and happy.

Since when did it start being hard?

I can't remember how it all started.

I do know how it will end if I don't change the situation.

There is something to let go of.

But sometimes holding on is the only source of comfort.

Sometimes you need to let go of the only comfort in order to live a real life.

A monstrous being is consuming me and slowing tearing away at my flesh.

It will not stop until there is nothing left of me.

Unless I set it free, unless I set myself free.

There is only so much pain you can inflict on yourself before you feel numb.

There are only so many lies you have to tell yourself before you lose sense of what's real, what's not, and who you really are.

That's not the way for anyone to live.

All I'm asking for is, some peace of mind some time during the day.

Preferably early in the morning and late at night.

No constant worrying and weight on my chest.

No disturbance from the external world.

Just a few moments. 1 minute. 10 seconds.

That's-

basically it.